The Luckiest

Lyrics by Ben Folds

I don't get many things right the first time
In fact, I am told that a lot
Now I know all the wrong turns, the stumbles and faults
Brought me here

And where was I before the day
That I first saw your lovely face
Now I see it everyday
And I know

That I am
I am
I am
The luckiest

What if I'd been born fifty years before you
In a house on a street where you lived?
Maybe I'd be outside as you passed on your bike
Would I know?

And in a wide sea of eyes
I see one pair that I recognized
And I know

That I am
I am
I am
The luckiest

I love you more than I have ever found a way to say to you…

Next door there's an old man who lived to his nineties
And one day passed away in his sleep
And his wife; she stayed for a couple of days
And passed away

I'm sorry
I know that's a strange way to tell you that I know we belong
That I know

That I am
I am
I am
The luckiest
……

時間、地點、人物，缺一不可。是錯遇，是遺憾，全掌握於這三者之間。

生命中有多少次如此這般的幸運，就像玩角子機一樣，能夠在三個滑輪上出現統統全對的圖案？

試想想，如果我倆生錯了年代，各自流落在迥異的空間，彼此相差五十年，甚至剛剛早一百年，一個世紀……此刻會是怎樣的光景？

我無法想像，也不能想像。

大千世界，是憑著什麼讓我看見你，然後……不僅僅是看見而已？

在這當中，到底需要多少運氣？

一個再精密的數學公式，也未能計算的答案。



所以，我知道，我是個受眷顧的幸運兒。

我不必再要求轟烈淒美，也不介意靜如湖水，因為，我有你。

天使施法那一刻，我看見最美麗的風景；
天使施法那一刻，我遇上你。。。



Tammy
4th September, 04

宿命論

Martin
歌手：Chet Lam
作曲：The Pancakes　填詞：The Pancakes 編曲：Chet Lam

Maybe twenty-first's not the right time
Maybe my expectation's a little bit high
Or maybe cos I was still drunk since May
Or between us there is nothing to say

To be frank I have forgotten your voice
To be honest I can't even remember your face
Somehow in my heart you've occupied a place
Every now and then you make me fall　You bring me sore

So by the time you came passing by　
I knew it was all designed　
I knew there's no place where I could hide　

You know I can't decide
You know I can't deny

So by the time you gave me your smile
And then you left me behind
Oh Martin you messed it all up
So how you took me up into the sky
Let me fall 　and let me cry

All along I'd been waiting for your call
After all just a simple lie is nothing at all
But you've decided not to call anyway
Cos between us there is really nothing to say

So by the time you came kissing me
You know you're confusing me
Oh Martin you know it's all wrong
So how you threw me up into the sky
Shot me down and said goodbye



昨晚溫習的時候，不經意閃進腦海的一首歌。
一首好愛的歌，甚至忘掉了我有否放過在日記裡 ……

So by the time you came passing by　
I knew it was all designed　
I knew there's no place where I could hide　

You know I can't decide
You know I can't deny…

一種中箭的宿命。
聽著這首歌，好容易聯想起陰鬱的下雨天。

《戀戀筆捨》

尋晚，幾經波折，終於都睇 0左大專劇劇節。
一半係因為已經好耐冇睇drama，另一半係要去捧中同場~

大專戲劇，一樣可以搵到中學時代話劇的影子︰往往，好容易因為太多msg想講，又或者多到唔知點表達，而令到一個劇，長，但唔太知想點。
一邊睇，一邊懷念以前中學的日子 — 無論係寫抑或演，似乎都已經係一d好耐冇經歷，亦唔見得再會有機會經歷 0既感覺。

機會，稍縱即逝。

而現實係，任你有再大既想法，戰爭的悲壯或是生命的不自主，冇錢，冇製作，最後可見的就只有力不從心的無奈。

既然如此，倒不如簡單d︰冇common background，咁就講愛情，大家一聽到都會少少豎起耳仔 0既題目…

戀戀筆捨。

愛情，永遠可以俾人一個最美麗 0既perception︰一切，可以好似童話故事一樣，幸福快樂，直到永遠。

然而理想，是否你想？

當你只願意改變對方，一切由自己運籌帷幄，盡在股掌中，這，還算是愛情？

只知道改變對方，為何從未想過倒過來，改變你自己？

可怕的，是有人始終寧願一廂情願，一輩子活在自己編寫的謊言裡，甚至，連別人的一生也一起毀掉。

從來，我們只在意「開始」和「結局」，然後塗掉兩者之間，所存在的一切。





非常欣賞舞台設計，tension亦好好，有一點想嗌 0既感覺…！


最後想講 0既係，家誌，我真心覺得你係屬於舞台的。

愛情

愛情

若不是因為愛著你 怎麼會夜深還沒睡意
每個念頭都關於你 我想你 想你
好想你

若不是因為愛著你 怎會有不安的情緒
每個莫名的日子裡 我想你 想你
好想你

愛是折磨人的東西 卻又捨不得這樣放棄
不停揣測你的心裡 可有我姓名

愛是我唯一的秘密 讓人心碎卻又著迷
無論是用什麼言語 只會
只會
思念你

若不是因為愛著你 怎會不經意就歎息
有種不完整的心情 愛你

愛著你



剛剛補習後走回家，一路上不期然哼起的歌。
好愛好愛這首歌，第一次聽的時候就迷上了。
雖然Lu說過歌詞太肉麻，但我聽下去覺得很舒服…

也許因為是張智成的歌吧，特別是腦袋疲倦的時候，會特別想聽他的歌。
不過常想，讓一峰唱這首歌，感覺也該不俗吧？
矛盾…